Can you guys conclude what does he really want?

ok first we broken up.. and we stopped talking for like a week and i said i missed him.. and he called me and said i miss you too. i love you but is the best for us to split, that he is sorry.. that he has to many problems he doesn't have a good job he does drugs.. he as a low self esteem so then we stopped talking again and i wanted to see him and he was acting rude and **** that he had things to do and then a day ped and he said he was sorry that he regrets what he done and that he loved me to be happy.. that he feels something in his chest that tells him that i don't think about him no more that i won't be there for him.. so i wrote to him and i said i missed him that we should be friends and that i wanted to see him.. and then we seen each agreed to be friends had .. he regret it because he says we are just friends..then we went to the river he wasn't trying to do anything.. and then at the park he was trying to hold my hand.. and kiss me and hug me.. and when i went home i hugged him and he kissed me.. and then we went back to normal not talking and ****.. and i wanted to hang out and i asked him that if we could hang out and drink and stuff and he said yes.. and then i was like ok fine.. and next thing he texted me saying is a bad idea we can't hang out because i know how u get by wanting to beg me.. and so i said you know what forget about me you are never hearing from me again.. and so he wrote to me saying im sorry don't be stupid.. and then the next day again he was like i regret what i did.. do you want to hang out.. i hope you didn't do anything stupid because that will hurt me.. and he said just so u know i cried for you.. and i was like wtf don't think im like that.. i am not that easy.. then at night he texted me again like thalia i am ****** up call me and so i called him and he didn't answer.. and he was making excuses like oh my phone was on silent or i couldn't find my phone.. so then he called me and said that he was on crack that he was sad that i didn't want to hang out and stuff and taht he tried dancing with girls and that no one wanted to dance and his phone died.. and i said you know what im tired of playing your games either you love me or you don't you miss me or you don't or want to be with me or without and he replied i don't know what i want.. i am to ****** up right now and that he was worry for hurting me.. then the next morning he texted me like i have a hangover and he was like.. thalia please talk to me i still want to keep in touch.. you are my best friend and i was like i don't think is going to work out.. and he said nvrmnd and i was like ok fine but just remember you have a friend on me.. and then he put on myspace.. i hit thaa and adventorous and i was like wtf.. that why is he been a slut and that he could **** all the guys he wanted and that no one is going to take him serious is hard to find someone like me that gives all her heart to her boyfriend and he was like wtf..omg i said that for alcohol and drugs and i was like whatever.. and he was like you know what u are right **** them all.. and i said ok **** you too then..i have to end this already stop it and then i was like fuuuck what did i do.. and i wrote to him understand that we can't be friends because it will really hurt me to know that he has someone else that i don't want to see him get hurt.. and to better his life up by stopping the drugs.. and to be happy.. and till then he asn't wrote me or called me again. idk guys this guy is just confused can u conclude what he wants?